And we actually talked for like 2 and a half hours.
It was awkward at first. I could almost tell she wanted to yell at me some more, but she restrained herself. She finally brought up the fact I'm pregnant and the first thing she said to me was "you know a baby is a 24/7 responsibility, right?" No...really Mom? I never realized that! After she got that off her chest she seemed to be in a much better mood, though.
She asked how I was feeling, talked about what she might want to be called, asked when I was due, etc. She actually seemed excited, which was refreshing.
She cried at one point and I had to beg her to stop before I started sobbing uncontrollably (shit, I cried watching Sex and the City yesterday, hearing my mom cry was killer). And she decided she wants to come visit. But she doesn't want to come to Lemoore (because there isn't anything to do). She wants to go to San Francisco and for me to meet her there, lol.
It sounds all good but I'm still skeptical. She has a history of being happy with you then randomly going back to hating you, so only time will tell.
Honestly, I think she's ready to move on because we're now past when my wedding to my ex was scheduled. See, my wedding with my ex was planned for 9.10.11 (or this past Saturday). Apparently she spent last week in Maine with her boyfriend and now I guess she's ready to move on!
Hopefully things will continue to move in a positive direction, but only time will tell.
Until next time...
PS - in case you forgot, my first ultrasound is tomorrow...keep your fingers crossed that everything on there is ok!
Glad it seems like she is coming around. *crosses fingers for awesome ultrasound*
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